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Wherein I draw Shaco and Ori from memory because I know them too well, and end up making mistakes because I don't know them well enough.
Voiceless
I'm hitting a bit of a rut in my art lately, not so much literally as emotionally and mentally.
The older I get, the more I practice. . . well, I've been seeing myself improve a little, bit by bit. And that's encouraging. But the same time, I'm realizing the difference between my work and the work of artists I really admire seems to be more than just hard work, practice, and time.
My dad and I have discussed for years a certain, subtle sort of division in the arts. There's the art that's achievable through practice--if you're a musician, practicing solos day after day until the performance arrives, the way my brother has for years. The way
Hospitalized
I did something stupid the other day and now I'm in the hospital.
I miss my laptop and my drawing tablet. God I miss my drawing tablet. I have commissions to finish.
That is all.
ignore me
Finally seeking therapy. I've been trying to get through college on just meds, and that's been a mess. I've made a mess. I'm a mess. Trying to clean things up, though. I just moved home to California to stay with my family and find a good psychiatrist and therapist to work through the backlog of issues I've been ignoring for years. Hopefully it's not too late.
ART OFFER
I will do an art thing for anyone who gets me this: http://christinaperri.merchline.com/collections/bundles/products/christina-perri-bundle-2
I can't get enough of Human by Christina Perri. And I can't wait for her new album. And I want that bracelet. That is about all there is to this journal.
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Honestly I thought this was going to be about drugs or something :^J